Feels like everyones moving on and I’m just standing still. Unable to connect to real life.
Dads future plans...
Get a sailing boat. Get a dog. Get a guitar. ‘I fucking can’t sail. I can’t play guitar. Bloody hope the dog can sing’ Best drunk convo we’ve had in a while! Absolute ledge!!
might take a stroll to the beach tonight just as the suns coming down and the waves are crashing against the rocks.
Sad sad bitch.
Gone out of your way to delete me and unfollow me. I live in a bloody different country now, no biggie. But to search my name and click delete. Babe you have way to much time because your boyfriends off fucking other girls.
The horrid moment when reality hits and you start...
I’m finding this way to hard. Moving away. I just want a hug now.
Their just pretty sick people.
Today I spent a beautiful afternoon/evening with Grace and Ceal packing and eating random shit at mine. It’s days like this I know I’ll not get for a long time but it’s days like this I can look back on and think ‘man, that was fun’ and then it will make me smile. Also ceal is making me do certain things each day. Tomorrow - Finish packing. Sort anything things I...
i guess we just met judgement day a few days earlier than expected.
everyones just full of empty promises.
i dont know if this is making it easier to go or hard.
Nice to see you’ve lowered your standards to her. Ha!
I love that moment. When you're on a long car...
Your my best friend and I'll always love you.
If I could just lie in bed with you forever I...
But the world is turning and there’s no stopping that. We have to move on with it. But its braking my heart!
Everyday waking up with you knowing that in 2 weeks I can’t do this. Knowing that in 2 weeks I may never see you again. Its getting to the point where I don’t want to leave you! I feel like crying!
I still can’t hold a baby without feeling sick.
My past always catches up with me.
And I’m not meant to think the worst when you do that?!
In bed with Adam watching fantastic 4 and he knows it word for word. O the comics book nerdness comes out in him now. Its so cute!!
it's time for me to find my place in the world.
Being a drama student drives me up the wall!! You have to rely on other people, if they get it wrong then your fucked!! Ahh people need to learn there lines! Pete sake, our performance is in 6 days!!
I would stay for you.
When you tell your best friend that your bi when you thought she already knew. And you get millions of questions thrown at you. And it’s like get the hell off my back. I don’t care what you think it’s just like who I am. O well :)
It's all about the he said, she said bullshit
I’m spending so much time with you. It’s beaut. But then going to not seeing you for like 6 months. Will be very strange!
the truth is, i'm just scared of letting everyone...
I guess I just hate commitment. Its easier to hurt...
My friend had a go at me the other day saying that I’m running from my problems. I guess I am. You care about me and I care for you but I don’t know if I could stay and be with you. I’m just so scared of getting hurt. Me hurting someone else and pushing someone away hurts so much but that heels quicker than getting hurt myself. O yeah and your friends hate me!!
would be beaut if you could just tell me the truth.
And you will always like his status and always comment on things. It’s not like I should care. I mean he’s not completely mine. I’m leaving soon and what this is is gonna have to end. But I can’t help thinking about what you two use to be. And it makes me a little self-conscious. Your beautiful and I feel horrid when I look at you. And when I go you’ll always be there...
I question everyone and everything.
I’ve cried to much this weekend. It’s been such a strange weekend. Leaving is creeping up on me fast. It’s scary. Leaving you will be so hard.
drunken texting to you ex after not talking to him...